response

well i finally got sick of waiting for an answer, to the Jailer job, so i went to the county office and asked if i could get a statis update of my application. they replied that i did not get the job and i didn't make the cut for the hiring list. which confused me cause the only way i couldn't make the cut was if i didn't pass my background check, and the only way that could happen is if someone didn't answer the phone. It just so happens Tom Smith refused to answer his phone, i think he did so on purpose because he was upset about not making the cut as far as i did. It just really makes me mad too see so many of my friends being so unreliable over silly things. maybe thats part of growing up but it still sucks so now i'm looking for other things, pretty much anything now. cross your fingers i hope i get a fair paying job soon.

the visit

Well its near the 1st of the month and no call yet but we have just been visited by family at least on Kegan's side. Her parents have come to see the baptism of there grandchild, our nephew. and to drop off a sudden gift, we are to be the temporary guardians of another nephew Kyrie Linville his mother had a mental break down. So we decided to help out and give him a place to live until she is ready to be mentally stable again. its kinda nice, but at the same time we are going to have to make a lot of changes. I hope we can be strong enough example too make a good impression on his life like all of our family was to me during our little split up. So i have decided the best thing is to make sure he at least has some religious backgrounds and values and started to take him to church the whole 3-4 hrs not just sacrament and we have started making meal times instead of his unusual snack hours he is used to its not something I'm really used to but we really do care for his well being and want the best for him even though we are not really his parents.